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敬畏之心(组诗)

作者:杨传信,阅读 910 次,评论 2 条,送花 2 朵,投稿:2020/1/12 16:53:04

【编者按】:谨慎的选择以某日为加点,从此需要沉着冷静亦更加需要安慰,具体到某事某刻,到一日三餐,数着的不止家珍还有那些凌乱,数着就数出了厚重,数出了悲欢数出了敬畏之心。

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